If you really love her , you won't touch her .
Not even the slightest bit .
You'll protect her dignity , sacredness as a muslimah .
Just hold her in your heart for a few more years .
then you can do it the halal way .
"sesiapa sahaja yang memberi kerana Allah , menolak kerana Allah , mencintai kerana Allah , membenci kerana Allah & menikah kerana Allah , maka bererti ia telah sempurna imannya ." (HR. Al-Hakim)